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[steampunked]

I didn't do memory writeups for approximately ten years

I will catch up someday.

FOR NOW QUESTION MEME!!1 Just KK on Emerald and the White Queen now, though if you have any questions about Vanille that YOU CANNOT WITHHOLD I will also take those. I will do heart rooms for you if you want as well or PRETTY MUCH WHATEVER I have a free evening let's rock.

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[arbiterary]

... accidentally wrong account.

[steampunked]

She is incapable of being objective about knights. Pretty much all of her closest not-Emerald friends are knights. Lloyd, Mithos, Aeris, and so on.

If asked however she would say she doesn't like any system where one group gets to live in relative luxury and the majority gets starved out. As is the current situation.

What's going on with Yuri and Raven :3c

[edgeofjustice]

jfc what isn't going on with Raven and Yuri. Shitton of essays here

BRIEF SUMMARY

Yuri got his eyes ripped out and Raven dragged him home and cared for him and they bonded a lot

Raven got injured and Yuri cared for him and also sex because buh Raven feelings

Yuri and Raven get in a fight at the party in which Yuri kind of admits to being a little fucked up in regards to communicating and they agreed that they were both fucked up but working on it. Sort of.

FIGHT IN ENDGAME because Raven comes on to Yuri and Yuri flinches because he actually reaches some comprehension of what Raven was worried about--namely, that Raven would have TOO MANY FEELINGS and Yuri would not be equipped to handle them. But he mans up and tries to make it right. They fuck, and they talk afterward; Yuri realizes he is not, in fact, emotionally equipped to deal with Raven's depth of feeling, which leaves him feeling kind of shitty and realizing he probably just fucked Raven up even more with his shenanigans.

In their most recent shenanigans Yuri got back his memory of Estelle asking him to kill her, which kind of sucked. And Raven totally cheered him up by bringing up the fact that Terca Lumireis might not even EXIST anymore. They talked about whether or not they were going back, and Yuri said he wasn't sure, and when Raven brought up Estelle as a reason to go back Yuri made a totally offhand sarcastic comment THAT WAS ACTUALLY A DIG AT RAVEN about how Estelle didn't need him and shouldn't want him around and... Raven flipped at table at him, and tied him to a chair at Tiger's Eye with the intention of not letting him go until Yuri unpacked his self-worth issues and they worked their shit out. Which wasn't going to happen because Yuri was super stressed out already, and that is a really, really, deep seated issue that is kind of wrapped around the core of his being.

And then Vincent sauntered in, roofie'd Raven, and dragged Yuri home and Tiger's Eye may or may not be sending out a hunting party.

... And pretty much all of this stemmed from Yuri not telling Raven shit because lol lone wolf. AS THINGS STAND NOW Yuri is torn between

1. All I do when I'm around Raven is fuck him up AND I seem to be progressively more and more co-opted by Vincent and Vincent's world AND I am not a good person AND i's better for Raven to separate himself from me
2. All I do when I avoid Raven is fuck him up AND Terca Lumireis is my home AND Esteeeelle AND Raven is my responsibility and screw everything I will make things okay between us

And that is what is going on with Raven and Yuri.

Is KK traumatized on heartgames forever? Will she ever play in one again?